+pretty on the inside+

"this is my reality. everything outside of this is like some movie i once saw."

bret easton ellis'-american psycho-


i pride myself on being super weird. i don't know why. it's not like i go out of my way to be a weirdo freak but I try not to conform to the american autfitters who populate this planet. i hate the gap, i hate guess. those two stores remind me of matchbox 20 for some reason.

generic and fucking useless.

i am an individual in the way i dress...sometimes. i have been known to garnish myself in flared jeans and a comfy t-shirt. but whatever. i do love weird clothing tho. i like to *not* match. i like to wear knee high boots. i like to wear platforms. i <3 70s clothes. i hate labels and i am not a goth or a punk but i do like that style of dress & music. i fuck up my face with eyeliner pens and smile in the faces of the 90210 betty's that compliment me and wish they could be creative for just one second. i laugh when they do because i know deep down they wish they could find frankie goes to hollywood shirts @ value village or not get "that cute sweater in the front window of old navy".

now that you know me, somewhat...

*likes* * boys in eyeliner * sleep * ureisei yatsura * pink * blue * smooching * being different * grapes * gunsmith cats * the smiths * my mods * dennis cooper * bis * being a girl * tea * polar bears * my pink shoe collection * dominique swain * parker posey * biting * indie films * kitty cats* singing jesus christ superstar in the shower * nail polish * smelling nice * gasoline * bratmobile * the hissyfits * messing with my hair * fukked fiction for the useless generation * gore * rolling around in laundry fresh from the dryer * vanilla anything (except vanilla ice) * B&W photography * modern art * mark ryden * the unbearable lightness of being * my vinyl records * vintage lunchboxes * trig * love * geek boutique * montreal * glitter (no, not the mariah carey movie) * video games * fetucini alfredo * andy warhol * eyeliner (especially black) * bangs * lip gloss * walking around completely naked *

*dislikes* * nasty boys * nasty girls * split ends * flash in the pan boy bands * coffee * gliter (yes, the shitty movie) * pain * exams * cramps * my exes * getting pierced and the healing process * labels on people * evil former friends * evil current friends * boys with slug tongues * chocolate * victorian paintings of royalty * sissy girls who let men do everything for them * destiny's child's obsession with material things ($$$) * when html doesn't go my way * bling bling * michael jackson's new stuff * steve lam taking my side of the bed * the end of a good relationship * rap videos that don't have ludacris in it *

i am what i am.

. weird . fucked up . medicated . hyper . in and out of make-up . adorable . loud . unhinged . potty mouthed . sometimes mental . passionate .

take me or leave me alone.